血是冷的而心是死的!

Sunday, February 22, 2009, 3:50 PM


Today's emotion not very good as yesterday fight with that zombie. From now on I regard as that idiot as zombie. What has happened? Nay a some part of it was actually 是自找的啦. But.... no matter who fault is it right, she shouldn't start fight the fight, can you imagine how big size she is? Let me tell you what actually had happen.


Saturday suppose to let me watch my TV shows but since that zombie wanted to watch her Korea DVD show I let her watch cos I know that she hardly had time to watch her DVD shows. So I went went to use computer to help my younger sis find something. Then after I finish using the PC, I shut down the PC and went to out to accompany that zombie so that she not feel so lonely. Suddenly I saw she was lying down on my Pillow. I'm was quite angry and then I scold her many many times DO NOT SLEEP MY PILLOW becos I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE ZZZ on my pillow. Then she get up and went back to her seat WITHOUT cleaning the mess she has made. I told her off and I don't understand why I 好好的ask her please clear up the mess do she need to scold me for what? And the most irritating thing is her HP, I don't understand is she deaf or not? Must she open the fullest volume? Whenever people msging her or her reminder rang, it can woke up our parent. So I ask her to lower down the HP volume but all she did was asking me shut up and talk 难听 words.


I was really get irritated by the HP reminder sound as the HP was placing beside me. So I tell her pls take your HP away from me leh cos very noisy and pls can you lower down the volume ppl is sleeping and now is quite late. She then 不爽tell me shut up and cursing me. Of cos I really 受不了the noise coming out from the HP so I decided to push the HP back to her. Of cos I not so stupid to throw the HP as I know that if I happen to spoil during the landing when thrown, I would cause that zombie to waste money. Am I correct to say that? So my method is put the HP on the floor and swing to that zombie.


I'm not sure if she is cok eyes anot? She sudden rant at me saying I throw her HP. Of cos I really didn't throw so I say I 推not丢. SO I demonstrate what is throw and push by pushing the dustbin toward her direction. Suddenly she took the dustbin and throw at me. I was quite shock at first so I throw the dustbin back to her. Again this time she throw at me really hard that I can feel my bone in my shoulder got a crack. Nah this not serious la. Cos I still can 顶得主. Ok I stop the fight so I put the dustbin on the floor not intending to start war again. But of cos I won't not 掩得下这口气, so I stop her DVD watching. Anyway the DVD Player is mine I want to stop or watch is my rights でしょ! Then she sudden shout at me giving me warning. You think I'm scare? I'm not the old CYY who will let anyone bully! And then the war started where she hit me with a 拳头. I can frankly tell you the 拳头really very painful but I can still take it. Of cos I won't 乖乖 stand still there for her to hit me right. So I hit her back. I dunno how long the fight last but I know I kanna quite alot of 拳头cos I dunno how to fight mah. It was my mom who was awoke by our fights saw it and tell my dad out to stop us. Then my Dad scold her for off. But I quite upset how she treat my dad and curse my dad. Dad and her quarrel for some time cos she was blaming my dad for being 偏心。 Again she blame my dad for not able to 供 her to study in university, etc.


Then after that she started to slander my religion. Of cos I have to defend for my religion rite. So I return her back the favour too. Just then my mom sudden scold me for forgotten Ikeda Sensei's teachings. Oops! So that's is why I better stop my argument with tat zombie. Actually frankly speaking I was already used to her cursing cos it was numb already whenever she curse me. I don't mind at all but what hurt me most is that, as a sister and share the same blood type, you can easily say out the most hurting words from your mouth. Have you ever think that those words you had said is no different from my primary school classmates. I know I deserve what I am become today but there's no need for you to remind me. And thus, you only adding sadness to parent.


Anyway I've learn my lesson on this day. You've show me how ignorance you were, how brainless and childish you have become, and my last pieces of advise to you is, you'll be going to reach 30 soon, if you don't change your attitude, do not blame us for not always nag at you to change.